5.14.2008
Analyze that.
Okay so Mono is really irritating me. I get so tired so easy so I can only go to school half the time, and I have so much work to catch up on. I think I am just going to have to go and tough it out. 8 days and then Im a senior WOO. I have a crazy busy summer though so we'll see if I survive. I really need to start working out more, I could lose weight so easy if I just really tried. I have been thinking about boy wayyy too much lately. I just want what we had, it was so good. God will bring me someone when the time is right I know that. Any way I just needed to vent and rant a little.
5.10.2008
Through the Looking Glass
Alright so I have been doing some thinking lately and heres what I have come up with. These are random jumbled thoughts so please forgive me. Anyways Thought 1:
-I have been thinking about the relationship I had with boy. It was basically my first "real" relationship. I met his fam, he met mine. We drove back and forth, stayed the night at each others places so forth. It was also the best relationship I have ever been in, he was so good to me. He was a true gentleman and I knew he deeply cared about me. It was also my longest, lasting for a total of 5 1/2 months. My realization is not that I want him back but that the next time I get into a relationship I want it to be able to rise to those standards and to go beyond. Those are some big shoes to fill and some high standards but I know there is a guy who can.
Thought 2
-I got mono again which bites. No really who gets mono twice, back to back. I mean seriously. Why me?
Sorry that whiny me :(.
Thought 3
-My fellow academy students, well the seniors, graduated today. They survived the whole year there. I just couldn't take it and I wanted a normal high school process, with normal expectations. I hate that I left WKU but I know this has helped me grow enormously. I am so proud of all the seniors though. They are going to do great things. To my class I know we have lost so many people but I know you guys are so close you will get through anything and everything together. To the incoming class good luck and enjoy it, it will be the time of your life mixed with hell.
Thought 4
-I keep listing the colleges on here and then 2 weeks later they change right well here Ill post the updated list again:
Xavier
WKU
University of Dayton
University of Tennessee
Union
Butler
Those are the ones Im seriously considering applying to. There was a few others but I realized they are wayy expensive or wayyy small and Im really wanting a school of atleast 4,000. Prefferably smaller than 10,000 but UT and WKU can be exceptions. I still have to visit 4 of those but Ive done quite a bit of research.
Alright I think that covers my thoughts. Me and my mono self are going to take mom out to get a pedicure. Well first we're going to shower.
I am sure I have a bazillion tons of homework waiting for me when I get back to school, I am so glad there are only like 11 days left.
Summer is going to be amazing. Ill keep you all updated as much as possible--no garuntees.
Maybe summer will bring love, here's to hoping hah Im seventeen years young I've got time to find love, to find a dream big enough, and to find what my lifes going to look like.
Here's to looking at you kid.
-I have been thinking about the relationship I had with boy. It was basically my first "real" relationship. I met his fam, he met mine. We drove back and forth, stayed the night at each others places so forth. It was also the best relationship I have ever been in, he was so good to me. He was a true gentleman and I knew he deeply cared about me. It was also my longest, lasting for a total of 5 1/2 months. My realization is not that I want him back but that the next time I get into a relationship I want it to be able to rise to those standards and to go beyond. Those are some big shoes to fill and some high standards but I know there is a guy who can.
Thought 2
-I got mono again which bites. No really who gets mono twice, back to back. I mean seriously. Why me?
Sorry that whiny me :(.
Thought 3
-My fellow academy students, well the seniors, graduated today. They survived the whole year there. I just couldn't take it and I wanted a normal high school process, with normal expectations. I hate that I left WKU but I know this has helped me grow enormously. I am so proud of all the seniors though. They are going to do great things. To my class I know we have lost so many people but I know you guys are so close you will get through anything and everything together. To the incoming class good luck and enjoy it, it will be the time of your life mixed with hell.
Thought 4
-I keep listing the colleges on here and then 2 weeks later they change right well here Ill post the updated list again:
Xavier
WKU
University of Dayton
University of Tennessee
Union
Butler
Those are the ones Im seriously considering applying to. There was a few others but I realized they are wayy expensive or wayyy small and Im really wanting a school of atleast 4,000. Prefferably smaller than 10,000 but UT and WKU can be exceptions. I still have to visit 4 of those but Ive done quite a bit of research.
Alright I think that covers my thoughts. Me and my mono self are going to take mom out to get a pedicure. Well first we're going to shower.
I am sure I have a bazillion tons of homework waiting for me when I get back to school, I am so glad there are only like 11 days left.
Summer is going to be amazing. Ill keep you all updated as much as possible--no garuntees.
Maybe summer will bring love, here's to hoping hah Im seventeen years young I've got time to find love, to find a dream big enough, and to find what my lifes going to look like.
Here's to looking at you kid.
4.21.2008
Spare Change
Alright so since March 11th, as you can imagine, a lot has happened. Boy and I broke things off because he had issues with the whole distance thing. It really hurt me at first, but what hurt even worse was going from talking every day and him being my best friend to hardly speaking. My great grandma passed away which has made things tougher, oh and I got mono. I'm over it now but it really sucked while it lasted. I am so excited for my summer it is jammed packed and crazy but it is going to be a blast. So after going on a few college visits and doing some more research my list now includes the following:
Xavier University
DePauw University
Union University
Cedarville University
Butler University
Western Kentucky University
Alternates/Back-Ups
UK
UofL
Bellarmine University
Thats what I know for now who knows how much that will change. I can't wait to take senior pics with my brother and sister-in-law it will be so much fun. Summer '08 is going to be great!
Xavier University
DePauw University
Union University
Cedarville University
Butler University
Western Kentucky University
Alternates/Back-Ups
UK
UofL
Bellarmine University
Thats what I know for now who knows how much that will change. I can't wait to take senior pics with my brother and sister-in-law it will be so much fun. Summer '08 is going to be great!
3.11.2008
Rand McNally
High School is still going really well. I scheduled my senior year and I am taking the following:
1.College Algebra/Basic Public Speaking (both at community college)
2.Honors English 4
3.Sociology
4.Theatre 1/2
5.Concert Choir
6.Teachers Aide/Rec Dance
it's not going to be oh so easy but I won't be killing myself, at least I hope not.
Spring break is going to be amazing! It starts on my birthday, March 28th, and I am having my party woo. Boy is even coming up to celebrate with me, and I am so excited. It will have been 26 days total that I'd gone without seeing him! I miss him a lot now that we're so far apart and I am the only with a car but we make it work well.
So after the party I have science olympiad regionals, I know lame but I am a nerd. Then that monday I going to BG to hang out with all my wku friends and staying until wednesday morning at which point I am driving to Lexington to see Georgetown College and my brother and sister-in-law. On thursday I'm going to Cinci to see Xavier, and then driving back to Lex, and friday I am seeing UK and Bellarmine on the way home. It's going to be great.
I can't wait for spring fling for the bcm, I will definitely be there and I can't wait.
Summer is going to be so busy but I will probably see boy as much as I get to now. I can't wait until Ben and Haley's wedding! that will be awesome.
I am still doing makeup work but the semester ends friday so I think I'll be all caught up by then.
We took the ACT today and I am praying for at least a 26 or higher Id love a 28.
Well better go do that home/make-up work!
1.College Algebra/Basic Public Speaking (both at community college)
2.Honors English 4
3.Sociology
4.Theatre 1/2
5.Concert Choir
6.Teachers Aide/Rec Dance
it's not going to be oh so easy but I won't be killing myself, at least I hope not.
Spring break is going to be amazing! It starts on my birthday, March 28th, and I am having my party woo. Boy is even coming up to celebrate with me, and I am so excited. It will have been 26 days total that I'd gone without seeing him! I miss him a lot now that we're so far apart and I am the only with a car but we make it work well.
So after the party I have science olympiad regionals, I know lame but I am a nerd. Then that monday I going to BG to hang out with all my wku friends and staying until wednesday morning at which point I am driving to Lexington to see Georgetown College and my brother and sister-in-law. On thursday I'm going to Cinci to see Xavier, and then driving back to Lex, and friday I am seeing UK and Bellarmine on the way home. It's going to be great.
I can't wait for spring fling for the bcm, I will definitely be there and I can't wait.
Summer is going to be so busy but I will probably see boy as much as I get to now. I can't wait until Ben and Haley's wedding! that will be awesome.
I am still doing makeup work but the semester ends friday so I think I'll be all caught up by then.
We took the ACT today and I am praying for at least a 26 or higher Id love a 28.
Well better go do that home/make-up work!
2.21.2008
Transitional
Alright so I'm back in high school and I was right it is different but I made the right choice.
I love the people, I love teachers actually caring about me, I love the experience knowing this will be over soon, I love having time to myself, I love beginning to love my family. I am so much happier here and I know it's for the best.
I am going to play soccer this spring, work at camp loucon this summer and be a camper again :), I get my senior pictures taken this summer, I am going to take dance classes again next year. There is so much more time on my hands, I actually can relax and watch T.V., I know what a luxory right?
Me and the boy are finally official and I couldn't be happier. He is so amazing and I am so blessed to have him in my life. But we both know how to prioritize each other. My friend said I spent every free moment with him a couple of days ago and I thought about that accusation which turned out being completely false. Now that we're 97 miles apart we see each other every 2-3 weeks and it is so great when we do. I saw him this past weekend and we had an awesome time. When I go visit at WKU I go to see him, of course, but I have other reasons and plenty of faces to see. We have gotten in the habit of good night calls, which are a favorite part of my day just getting to talk about whatever, vent, laugh, and just get to know him more. We have been together almost close to 5 months now, my longest relationship ever, and I couldn't be happier.
On to my next random thought! Colleges. My parents are going to definitely help me pay for college and Im trying to raise my ACT so I get more scholarship but I'm afraid I won't pull high enough. For places to consider giving you even half scholarship now they expect a 31 ACT and I'm sorry but for most people that's impossible and with the nations average ACT a 20 and college tuition costs on the rise it seems more and more impossible. So I have been considering public schools more and more. I am so afraid of being lost in the crowd and having a hard time meeting people at a huge university though, but I also want a school offering a variety of majors seeing as I have absolutely no clue as to what I want to do with my life. So here are the ones I'm thinking about and want to visit. I am only considering schools in IN, KY, OH, TN I don't want to be more than 6 hours away from home.
UK
UofL
Union University
Xavier University
DePauw University
Bellarmine University
WKU
Lambuth University
Lipscomb University
The College of Wooster
Kent State
Butler University
Georgetown College
Berea College
So that took awhile for me looking through all possible schools in those states but theres a good mix of public and private. Now I just have to figure out which is for me.
I love the people, I love teachers actually caring about me, I love the experience knowing this will be over soon, I love having time to myself, I love beginning to love my family. I am so much happier here and I know it's for the best.
I am going to play soccer this spring, work at camp loucon this summer and be a camper again :), I get my senior pictures taken this summer, I am going to take dance classes again next year. There is so much more time on my hands, I actually can relax and watch T.V., I know what a luxory right?
Me and the boy are finally official and I couldn't be happier. He is so amazing and I am so blessed to have him in my life. But we both know how to prioritize each other. My friend said I spent every free moment with him a couple of days ago and I thought about that accusation which turned out being completely false. Now that we're 97 miles apart we see each other every 2-3 weeks and it is so great when we do. I saw him this past weekend and we had an awesome time. When I go visit at WKU I go to see him, of course, but I have other reasons and plenty of faces to see. We have gotten in the habit of good night calls, which are a favorite part of my day just getting to talk about whatever, vent, laugh, and just get to know him more. We have been together almost close to 5 months now, my longest relationship ever, and I couldn't be happier.
On to my next random thought! Colleges. My parents are going to definitely help me pay for college and Im trying to raise my ACT so I get more scholarship but I'm afraid I won't pull high enough. For places to consider giving you even half scholarship now they expect a 31 ACT and I'm sorry but for most people that's impossible and with the nations average ACT a 20 and college tuition costs on the rise it seems more and more impossible. So I have been considering public schools more and more. I am so afraid of being lost in the crowd and having a hard time meeting people at a huge university though, but I also want a school offering a variety of majors seeing as I have absolutely no clue as to what I want to do with my life. So here are the ones I'm thinking about and want to visit. I am only considering schools in IN, KY, OH, TN I don't want to be more than 6 hours away from home.
UK
UofL
Union University
Xavier University
DePauw University
Bellarmine University
WKU
Lambuth University
Lipscomb University
The College of Wooster
Kent State
Butler University
Georgetown College
Berea College
So that took awhile for me looking through all possible schools in those states but theres a good mix of public and private. Now I just have to figure out which is for me.
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