5.14.2008
Analyze that.
Okay so Mono is really irritating me. I get so tired so easy so I can only go to school half the time, and I have so much work to catch up on. I think I am just going to have to go and tough it out. 8 days and then Im a senior WOO. I have a crazy busy summer though so we'll see if I survive. I really need to start working out more, I could lose weight so easy if I just really tried. I have been thinking about boy wayyy too much lately. I just want what we had, it was so good. God will bring me someone when the time is right I know that. Any way I just needed to vent and rant a little.
5.10.2008
Through the Looking Glass
Alright so I have been doing some thinking lately and heres what I have come up with. These are random jumbled thoughts so please forgive me. Anyways Thought 1:
-I have been thinking about the relationship I had with boy. It was basically my first "real" relationship. I met his fam, he met mine. We drove back and forth, stayed the night at each others places so forth. It was also the best relationship I have ever been in, he was so good to me. He was a true gentleman and I knew he deeply cared about me. It was also my longest, lasting for a total of 5 1/2 months. My realization is not that I want him back but that the next time I get into a relationship I want it to be able to rise to those standards and to go beyond. Those are some big shoes to fill and some high standards but I know there is a guy who can.
Thought 2
-I got mono again which bites. No really who gets mono twice, back to back. I mean seriously. Why me?
Sorry that whiny me :(.
Thought 3
-My fellow academy students, well the seniors, graduated today. They survived the whole year there. I just couldn't take it and I wanted a normal high school process, with normal expectations. I hate that I left WKU but I know this has helped me grow enormously. I am so proud of all the seniors though. They are going to do great things. To my class I know we have lost so many people but I know you guys are so close you will get through anything and everything together. To the incoming class good luck and enjoy it, it will be the time of your life mixed with hell.
Thought 4
-I keep listing the colleges on here and then 2 weeks later they change right well here Ill post the updated list again:
Xavier
WKU
University of Dayton
University of Tennessee
Union
Butler
Those are the ones Im seriously considering applying to. There was a few others but I realized they are wayy expensive or wayyy small and Im really wanting a school of atleast 4,000. Prefferably smaller than 10,000 but UT and WKU can be exceptions. I still have to visit 4 of those but Ive done quite a bit of research.
Alright I think that covers my thoughts. Me and my mono self are going to take mom out to get a pedicure. Well first we're going to shower.
I am sure I have a bazillion tons of homework waiting for me when I get back to school, I am so glad there are only like 11 days left.
Summer is going to be amazing. Ill keep you all updated as much as possible--no garuntees.
Maybe summer will bring love, here's to hoping hah Im seventeen years young I've got time to find love, to find a dream big enough, and to find what my lifes going to look like.
Here's to looking at you kid.
-I have been thinking about the relationship I had with boy. It was basically my first "real" relationship. I met his fam, he met mine. We drove back and forth, stayed the night at each others places so forth. It was also the best relationship I have ever been in, he was so good to me. He was a true gentleman and I knew he deeply cared about me. It was also my longest, lasting for a total of 5 1/2 months. My realization is not that I want him back but that the next time I get into a relationship I want it to be able to rise to those standards and to go beyond. Those are some big shoes to fill and some high standards but I know there is a guy who can.
Thought 2
-I got mono again which bites. No really who gets mono twice, back to back. I mean seriously. Why me?
Sorry that whiny me :(.
Thought 3
-My fellow academy students, well the seniors, graduated today. They survived the whole year there. I just couldn't take it and I wanted a normal high school process, with normal expectations. I hate that I left WKU but I know this has helped me grow enormously. I am so proud of all the seniors though. They are going to do great things. To my class I know we have lost so many people but I know you guys are so close you will get through anything and everything together. To the incoming class good luck and enjoy it, it will be the time of your life mixed with hell.
Thought 4
-I keep listing the colleges on here and then 2 weeks later they change right well here Ill post the updated list again:
Xavier
WKU
University of Dayton
University of Tennessee
Union
Butler
Those are the ones Im seriously considering applying to. There was a few others but I realized they are wayy expensive or wayyy small and Im really wanting a school of atleast 4,000. Prefferably smaller than 10,000 but UT and WKU can be exceptions. I still have to visit 4 of those but Ive done quite a bit of research.
Alright I think that covers my thoughts. Me and my mono self are going to take mom out to get a pedicure. Well first we're going to shower.
I am sure I have a bazillion tons of homework waiting for me when I get back to school, I am so glad there are only like 11 days left.
Summer is going to be amazing. Ill keep you all updated as much as possible--no garuntees.
Maybe summer will bring love, here's to hoping hah Im seventeen years young I've got time to find love, to find a dream big enough, and to find what my lifes going to look like.
Here's to looking at you kid.
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