Losing time

I have decided to go back to high school. Not many people can say they have been to college and gone back. I get to finish my junior year and have a senior year. These last few days are nothing but chaos though. Packing, returning books/laptops, saying goodbyes, making plans for home, it's just getting to be a pain. I still have to finish my art appreciation and cps class but then I am officially done. I plan on coming back to visit at least once if not twice next week. After talking to my brother last night I think that there is absolutely nothing wrong with me, and if there is I know how to call for help but I know myself better than anyone. I am sure I won't be exactly "welcomed" back at my old high school but I'll survive. I can drive now, which is a good thing. I will really miss WKU though and all of my friends here. Maybe in a year and half I'll be back who knows? I am going to look at a lot of schools though. I have most of my credits so I don't have to really take anything. I hate that I have to leave the boy here, but I know we can make it work. There has been talk of the L-word lately and it scares me a lot. I have never said it before but I think for once I could say it and mean it, and that scares me. I think he feels the same though, but I am going to let him be the first to say it so that I know he's comfortable with it. I have so much to do in these next 2 days and then moving back in at home and everything that comes with "home" is going to be a mess. I think being home again will make me who I was before I came here which was a really happy person. I am going to look for a new church though because I just don't feel right with my other one. I also hope I can go to Lexington soon to visit Tyler and Amy. I'm going to go continue being anti-social, and procrastinating. I hope you all do the same.