5 Days

Alot has happened in the 9 days I haven't written. What you might ask? Well I'll tell you:
Beth has decided to stop being my best friend so other than Shelby back at home I have no one. This is a subject I could write an entire blog on but it will just upset me more. I went skiing and I am so sore and stiff its ridiculous. My boy came to ski with me it was so much fun spending time with him. He is so wonderful to me, I don't understand what I did to deserve someone so wonderful. February is almost here which means we are almost official I can't wait to see how he surprises me. I also can't wait for valentines day I am planning something really special. This, as you can see, is another subject I can go on and on about. I have figured out that I may not have depression or bipolar but pmdd. You can look it up yourselves, but it's a girl thing--warning to all guys. I have a meeting tomorrow to determine whether I'll even be back for spring semester or whether I'll be going home. I knew I was going home for my senior year but I didn't expect so soon. I should do some reading. I am really scatter brained tonight. I am also waiting on a chicken and cheese quesadilla from taco bell. And now I have a dying laptop so I'll blog more later. If I could say one thing I would talk about the boy and say how much he makes me happy, how grateful I am for him in my life, and how I am so impressed that he is standing by my side through all of this. Thank you boy, you are amazing!